Thursday, December 29, 2011
Day 4
I have my appointment for testing in January, and I am so excited for this, but also scared to death. I am so used to bad news and my body totally rejecting any and everything I want. I want this so much. I never thought I would want something so much in my life, but I do. I have to tell myself to accept the news, whether good or bad, because atleast I will finally know...no more wondering. My husband, from the weekend we first met, said he wanted kids with me. I so don't want him disappointed or to look at me differrently. I know he won't, but I think I will, and I am not sure how to cope with that yet...ugh! Time to just roll with the punches and take everything in stride, as it is God's plan.
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